get my feed back off the ground how much easier it is to enjoy myself. and to not want things. to want things too. i'm stuffed, 80th birthday yesterday. 3 course lunch plus nibbles. everything went ok but then... tea and coffee made ... mehr»

too much why do i always feel like shit on the end of the day? maybe its because the sun is gone, but i get so emotional...

everybody has to learn oh god, one glutenfree, one nut allergie and one vegetarien! what is the worst that could happen now? pregnant indians blue cheese fight yesterday, was sick! great, we just thought we have the most ... mehr»

tired keep switching between "everything is awesome" and "no way, i can't take it". need sleep. don't want to go to bed. to sacrifice an hour sleep for a good night kiss is pretty fucking stupid though. tomorrow ... mehr»

you love the world so very much it hurts ich muss sofort aufhören das zu lesen, echt! ich bin kein paranoider mensch aber das muss einem ja panische angst einjagen! ich kann nur jedem davon abraten irgendetwas genaueres über seine ... mehr»

der einzig wahrhaftig überzeugende grund für religion oh mein gott!!! ich nehm ja nie medikamente abgesehen von ganzseltennen fällen von schmerzmitteln oder antibiotica aber wo ich doch jetzt ne neue pille hab (doch wirkstoff der dritten generation, ... mehr»