get my feed back off the ground
how much easier it is to enjoy myself. and to not want things. to want things too.

i'm stuffed, 80th birthday yesterday. 3 course lunch plus nibbles. everything went ok but then... tea and coffee made all of them going insane. as if that was the last coffee in the world, they were completely off their heads!

one hour pillow fight and did you know how sick it is when somebody sticks his tongue in your eye?