"Maniac"
31.05.2004:

I can’t stand it anymore! …

…I’m so addicted to her, …, not to be next to her and to miss her seems like withdrawal symptoms …!
…I have to see her, or to talk to her at least!
…I’ve got no idea why there’s no response! …
…I’m almost desperate …!
…I just don’t know what to do!…
…I count every minute, every second! …
…I just miss her like crazy!

…I just can’t stand it anymore!…

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But, than, only a few minutes later, from one minute to the other, I’m cured, cause she called me! Just for a short time, but to listen to her and to talk to her … that’s all I need! I’m alright again, although I still miss her proximity….