"Why does life just have to take every good thing, one at the time.." I miss him. Its his smile. This boyish smile that he can't help when he sets the stove on fire..

cause if you did you wouldn't do this things you do just sitting here, wanting to get out. i know what i really want is everything here to be good again but i know i can't have that. its over. let me go. i gave up. now let me go. 4 weeks.