Cruisin' When I’m with her, it’s always something special! Whatever, there are actually moments, which I’d just love to hold forever, coz they are just perfect! Yesterday - all in all an awesome day! She ... mehr»

Psychoanalyst I cried when I felt asleep last night! And I dreamed of her - all night long, seriously!! Just a few hours ago, I was so sad because of her, and I really cried a lot, but the first thing I did this morning ... mehr»

"Maniac" 31.05.2004: I can’t stand it anymore! … …I’m so addicted to her, …, not to be next to her and to miss her seems like withdrawal symptoms …! …I have to see her, or to talk to her at least! ... mehr»

C... 2004 27.04.2004: It’s really hard to imagine, but it’s true. My love has changed. And the way it changed really scares me a lot. The last two weeks have been very specials ones, because we’ve been ... mehr»

Censored 16.04.2004 From one minute to the other everything has changed. Our whole friendship has changed. It’s really hard for me to talk about it - well, actually I don’t talk about it anyway of course ... mehr»

Schizophrenic Part II 15.03.2004 Alright, honestly it seems like things are completely getting out of control now. It is really strange, when people - actually, some of my family - ask me, if there’s something new to tell ... mehr»

Scare Tactics 09.03.2003 Honestly I’m scared of my own in some way - because it actually scares me, to know and to feel that I couldn’t live without her. I really miss her like crazy ... mehr»

Time's running out 02.03.2004 I’m afraid because of that whole thing. I know that I could be so, so disappointed very quickly. But I really don’t want to be. I think the next days will be very, very hard for me, because ... mehr»

She just doesn't care 30.01.2004 It was such a sad and busy week without her again. I haven’t seen her at school all the time, and of course I missed her like crazy. We were not talking to ... mehr»

Break down "I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell I know right know you can't tell But stay a while and maybe then you'll see A different side of me" Break down...And I don't know why!!!