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2010-09-27 18:55
you're building me up and shooting me down..

this game starts getting too much. the same fucking thing every single day. getting up, pissed off, thanks to the night before, ignoring him untill afternoon, than failing to keep beeing pissed off cause he's beeing cute as, start getting nice, and as soon as he sees that i'm laughing about his jokes again, smile at him for beeing sweet he becomes an absolute bastard again untill i end up going to bed hurt, waking up angry as hell and the whole fucking thing starts all over again. i'm waiting for my sanety to come back and stop me from playing this fucking stupid game that costs me a shit lot of energy. but i'm not sure how to break the circle. this morning i thought "ok i start of beeing nice, just to do something different" and i managed an "good morning" and a smile but that was it and by midday i couldn't stop myself from beeing bitchy and i'm pretty sure its just gonna end up in war and thats not a good way of solving the problem.

its just.. seriously, what the fuck is wrong with my brain?! why would you want somebody who drives you absolutely nuts?! it soes not make any sense at all and i really have to get off this trip, that is fucking unhealthy!

excuse my french, i'm just really really annoid with myself.

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2010-09-27 18:55