It's coming over me
It's coming over me
Like the night over the day
Like a shadow over the light
I thought I could go on
I thought I knew what was going to come
I thought I had almost made it through
Then it crashed me again
Just a thought
In the lonley afterlife of love that once was
Just a look, seeing the one that once held my everything in his hands
Or still does...
I see the others trying to get my attention, to catch my eye
I see the way they look at me
And all I do is wonder...
I don't know what I could still give them...what I didn't lost in the fight for my integrity...for my peace of mind...in this fight for being the one that was allowed to hold you for a moment in time
They say I should leave it behind
But I am scared I would leave myself behind if I go now
I don't know who I am anymore or where I am supposed to go
You lifted my feet from the ground and showed my how it was to fly but you didn't give me that parachute to get home safely
And I lost part of myself in the intention to hold what was not meant to be hold
I had to learn to let you fly by yourself
And even more I have to learn that I can fly by myself
To let you go when my memories keep you near
And these tears of hope run down my skin
Tears for you that will not die
And it's coming over me
blinding out the light
leaving me with all this heat of forbidden passion inside of me
leaving me broken with my dreams of neverland
leaving me with tears shading my face
till one day I'll find myself again.