Geh du vor, sagt die Seele zum Körper.
Auf mich hört er nicht. Vielleicht hört er auf dich.
Ich werde krank, dann wird er Zeit für dich haben,
sagt der Körper.

I just don’t believe you when you say you like me.

I just don’t believe you when you say I look good.

How can i be your number one if I just don’t let you make me your number one and how can I ever find MY number one?

I’m the one who is standing in my way.

I’m broken inside, on the outside I’m fine. Noone really knows me. I’m alone. Noone to hold on to. Noone to trust.

No confidence in others, no confidence in me.

Always doing what people expect from me. Never break the rules, never be too loud. Don’t ever go crazy. A prisoner of my own body. Trying to escape but can’t. Fear and anger are my daily passengers.

All the people I disappoint, I rather stay in silence.

Crying my heart out, alone in the darkness. Where is the light, how can I find my way back?

Noone can help me because noone knows.

Smiling on the outside, crying in the inside. Playing the game. Hiding myself behind a mascarade. Getting hurt and hurt others. Not able to grow up, I stoped on my way.

My body starts hurting but I just can’t stop.