The confess
Oh my god… the last days were just so great…! We spend so much time together, every day and especially every night...! For the the first time I didn’t spend even one night without her… she was always there, she always stayed with me or I stayed with her…! I just love waking up next to her every morning…!

We really did everything together… we even didn’t have to think about it…!
Oh my god, I just love her so much… being next to her is … it’s just everything for me… nothing else matters…I just need her… I love her so much that I sometimes really can’t stand it anymore…! Every single second without her couses something like… a panic attac… it’s weird, but now I know, what ‘I can’t live without her’ really means…!

But it really scares me, to be absolutely aware of my feelings… coz I know, that these feelings are not “normal”, not at all, and sometimes I really think that I’m going crazy…! I need her so much, and I’m so addicted to her! I’m really addicted to her! And I’m not sure, if I’m strong enough to handle these feelings…! Coz I know, that one day, I’ll have to live my own life…, a life without her… but honestly I even don’t want to imagine something like that, coz she’s so much more than just a very important part of my life… actually, she IS my life!

I’m just always there for her… no, I’m there BECAUSE of her…!

I really feel sorry for everybody, who has never experienced such a strong love, and who has never met the love of his life…!
Honestly, she IS the love my life, and there will never ever be a life without her… - seriously!!