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2004-12-17 22:22
Sink into oblivion
However, there was also a very, very strange situation...
Coz suddenly I saw Tb.. - U... boyfriend...!

U... - my former best friend... - it's kinda sad, coz actually there's nothing left of this friendship...! I haven't seen her since my birthday... there was nothing during our A-level... nothing after it... nothing coz of Oz... even not a short call or a message... - just nothing!! Well, of course I don't miss her... not at all, and honestly she never meant a lot to me... and of course there was no happy ending... but, whatever, it's just kinda sad how people can change.. how friendships can change...!

I was just like: "Is U.. also in here?!" - "Yeah, actually she is.. but I've got no idea where she's right now.. probably... - somewhere!" - Firstly I was kinda excited about having the opportunity to meet her, but than...! I remembered, that the last time that we've met, I promised to myself that this was actually the last time that I did...! - There was nothing we had to talk about... no one has been interested in the other's life anymore...! And honestly, I really didn't want to see her...!
But, on the other hand, SHE was next to me... and... well, honestly... I would have loved to show U... how happy I am.. without her...! That SHE's still my BEST FRIEND...! That SHE's still there for me...! That U.. was never right with all the things she told me about HER and ME and about our friendship...!!
But I prefered to leave everything the way it is right now... coz right now, everything is just so perfect and sometimes, in some special moments we're actually as close to each other - as best friends - as we've never been before...! Acutally there was no need to talk about U... or even to think about her... and so I even didn't look for her ... Honestly, she'd better fell into oblivion...!!

Coz SHE's my present... and she's my future.. and nothing else matters in my life anymore...!!

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