Sad and lonesome
Right now I just miss her so much that I almost can’t stand it…
I wanna call her… I wanna hear her voice… I wanna talk to her.. I wanna see her… I wanna be next to her… I just need her so much right now… but, whatever, at the same moment … I really don’t want to see her because of yesterday… I don’t want to meet her and to pretend that nothing had happen, coz that’s not true…! She really hurted me… but I know, that I would never be able to tell her…!
I don’t want to go out with her … although that I’d love to party with her…!
I’d like to tell her, that I’m waiting for her call for more then 24 hours now… but I also know that I’d never complain about it…! It’s ridicoulus… I’m pretty sure, that I’m the only person who she’s treatin’ that way without any consequences… W…, U… Ch… that would be really, really mad with her… they would start an argument… and than she would feel really sorry and would try to make them forget about it… - but me…I’m just sad…; sad and lonesome… and I’m still waitin‘…