My own fault
Well, sometimes it's just obvious, that's just my own fault... that it's just my own fault when I'm feeling sad or even .... left behind...!

Sometimes, everything is just perfect... sometimes she's treating me like I'd be the most important person in her life or at least like I'd really mean a lot to her... during these moments I'm just happy, without any fears...
But sometimes, just a few seconds later, everything is changed... than it seems like she wouldn't notice me anymore... not at all... than I'm standing next to her and it seems like she wouldn't even see me...
Than, there's suddenly such a cold distance... no glance at me, no touch, not even an answer... nor a "goodbye"...

If something like that happens, I always think, that it's my own fault.. there must have been something wrong... probably I've said something wrong and made her mad at me...
or I really don't mean anything anymore as soon as there are some other around her...