Happy Birthday!
Actually, today ist’s her birthday... But, whatever, right now, I’m sitting here alone, without her…! And honestly, I saw her only for about two hours… and that was actually between 00.00 and 02.00 last night…! - and for a few minutes at morning when I visited her in front of school…!
I called her just a few minutes ago, coz I just wanted to know what we’re gonna do tonight… going out, partying and so on…, but she told me, that she’s just too tired and just wants to go to bed and that she’s also a little bit pissed off, coz it was such a hard night and day…! She didn’t sleep much and had to go to school and to work, so it’s perfectly understandable, that she’s not in mood of going out anymore…, but, whatever, I’m kinda disappointed…, coz I’d have love to spend as much time with her as possible today…!
But last night was really pretty cool and we really had a lot of fun… and acutally both of us got a little bit drunk…! And she was so excited because of her presents…it was just amazing to see that… she was smiling and laughing like a small child…! I just love it to make her smile…! Coz when she’s happy and when she’s laughing, everything seems just so perfect… and nothing else matters to me anymore…!
I could really spend hours and hours just with looking at her…!

Honestly, I’m just sad, that there’s no opportunity for me to see her again today…, coz I already miss her! And the worst thing is, that she’s gonna go to Berlin tomorrow for the next 4 or 5 days … - with school! That means, that I really have to be without her… - completely ! That’s kinda weird, coz actually I didn’t have to be apart her for more than just a few hours for the last … two months or even more…. - I’m pretty sure, I’m really not used to that anymore…!!
But, whatever, I really hope that she’s gonna have a great time there and a lot of fun… even I really hope that she’s gonna miss me too…!

Happy Birthday Honey! I Love You!