Cravin'
I'd just love to call her... just in order to hear her voice...! But, honestly, I just don't have the heart to do it...! It's strange, but I've got no idea what I should tell her... - coz I don't know, why threre's even not just a message...! Honestly, I'm just scared that ... - I don't know... actually I've got no idea if everything's fine right now... coz, yesterday... - there was no message and no calling although that she "spend" the night with me and even stayed here when I already had to leave...! So, I've got really just no idea...!

And today, Ch. also told me, that she was really, really mad with U... because of Saturday, and they obviously even had a beef coz of it... of course via mobile...! - But, she didn't say anything about it towards me... so I even didn't know, that she had a problem because of U...!?
So, that's all very strange right now... And it really kinda scares me...
But I really hope, that I just fancy it because I already miss her so much... After just two nights with her... it was just strange to go to bed on my tod...! I really miss her, and I hope that this fact is the only reason for feeling so sad right now...!