"You make me sick"
She called me, to ask me if I’m still at home and she told me, that she has just returned home…! She was quite “normal”… and she even asked me about the results of my English test… quite a surprise, she didn’t forget about it…!

This evening was … kinda alright…! On the one hand she told me so many things about her last days… and she really wanted me to know it… but on the other hand…! There were so many moments in which I just wished …, I don’t know… it was really strange… it was… I mean, she was there and I was there, but unfortunately we were not “together” there…! But it was alright, actually I’m just glad that I saw her and that she was next to me…!

But I also really worry about her and that’s what I told her… - unfortunately…! I really worry about all that model stuff…! I don’t know, of course I’m really kinda proud… but … - she’s always in the dancing school - workout, workout, workout…! And she told me today, that she still has to lose weight because of the fashion show… - >>Well, honestly, I didn’t eat anything since… Thursday…!
Good night honey…, take care of you!!>Of course, I will!!>Well, I’m not talking about getting home safely, but … in general! Please don’t go on the next week like in the former days…!>Well, but I really have to! And it’s still alright!>You know, it’s not! That’s not healthy… not anymore and not at all! But…, it’s your decision!>Yes it is!! It’s MY decision! And you know that I hate you talking about those things…! And you know that I’m getting really, really mad!! And with such things, you’re making yourself very unpopular with me…!!