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2015-12-11 12:46
Sand everywhere
Work is hard, but work is also fun. It was difficult at the beginning, when you were training. But being on your own again made you remember within seconds. You know what you are doing and you are good at your job.

You work seven days. Something that just couldn't be done in Germany. You have to access your workplace in order to work. It was just impossible at home.
It is possible here and it feels good to make a difference, to be there, to be in charge.

However at midday you sneak off. Well, not sneak, because when you work seven days, you don't have to feel bad for leaving, going home, enjoying yourself.

Although you don't go home. You go to the beach. To lie in the sun, to relax and to dream.

You are sitting on the bench waiting for him and he approaches you from the back. Predictable and expected, but nonetheless appreciated. He kisses you on the cheek, lies his arms around you.

It is beachtime! Relax and enjoy.

Enjoy playing in the water, feeling him and his hands all over you. Touching, kissing and laughing. You have missed the laugh. Missed the fun of it. Missed how it felt to enjoy yourself and the company of another. Because at some point everything just became so serious.
You talk and the talk is cheeky and naughty and fun. You laugh a lot.
You kiss and every kiss is light and joyful and makes your stomach clench. You feel young again. And you just want to curl in, enjoy and feel like this forever.
You fight and land in the sand and it makes you laugh and it starts you thinking…

New acquaintances have always been fun and joyful. You enjoyed your time with him once. However at some point you stopped to laugh, stopped to have fun. Just stopped. Does it mean reality took over or does it mean, that maybe you are not ment to be?

Does reality has to take over eventually? Does it mean that you have to stop talking naughty and cheeky to each other? Does it mean that you can't make out in the current or at the beach? He slips his hands inside your bikini and makes your mind go blank.

Is it the place and time to think about it? Or is it the time for just relaxing, enjoying, dreaming and being?

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02:38 12.12.2015
Wenn Du Dich dabei wohl fühlst ... wobei 7 Tage Arbeit schon heftig sind, je nachdem, wie oft und wie lange ...
Immer wieder interessant der Gedanke, dass auf der anderen Seite Sommer ist, während hier der kalte Nieselregen sich nach Kräften bemüht,l winterweihnachtliche Gedanken zu verjagen
Good luck!
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