snak, lunch, salad, main, grog, wine, gift , ginger, bed, god i'm bored
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! 350mg? 350?!? that's the highest concentration of guarana tablets i could find on german ebay. i just ate 4000mg, 350.. disaster. what would i do with out guarana.. you can't even drink that much coffee. i don't get the quake obsession though. you're awake and on insane high speed for 20 minutes and then you can just go to sleep cause your fucked. pointless.
hanging around here drives me mad. even marc gets out, getting supplies, driving rob around, getting paint for cloe.. i'm stuck here. the only person who came in was some guy who wanted to sell me chocolate for retarded people. fucking great. he wouldn't even have a coffee. can't blame him, i'm terrible at making coffees, but he didn't know that. i hate my bank. i hate visa and apple. and android. very negative of me but i do. i can't breath through my nose. i mean i can, but not for long. i'm afraid if somebody would cover up my mouth i had to suffocate. that would suck. winter sucks too. at least the sun is shining, but i can't even go outside. well, its better than school, i give it that much. i'm still living on the other side of the world, i'm learning useful stuff everyday. like how to write suffocate. or how to make raspberry chocolate and almond cake.
at least 13 years in school taught me how to cope with extreme boredom. thank you school, you wasn't completely useless. you helped me in the beginning stages of my english learning too. if you have to ask "sorry, could you repeat that slowly?" every time somebody says something, pretty soon nobody talks to you anymore, so you won't learn. but thanks to school i learned how to pretend to understand what everybody is talking about. how to give answers that don't mean anything but make the speaking person feel understood and supported. man i wish i had something useful to do.