Merry X-Mas
Christmas Eve… - well, honestly it wasn’t anything special… at home.. with my parents… just some boring stuff… - until that I met HER… - actually it was for the first time, that we were going out on Christmas Eve…!!
All day long, I just missed her like crazy, and I thought of her in every single minute… I wrote to her so often - well, by the way, she was too busy to answer it anyway - and I was also thinking about J…! - Coz she told me so often, that X-mas was always something very special for them, coz they always spent it together, and she also stayed with J… and her family! In some way I was even pretty sure, that she even might see her this day… well, finally I got to know that I was not right - fortunately!
The most important and greatest gift that was given to me, was “Honey, I’m gonna stay with you tonight…!!” - I couldn’t believe it… actually she was next to me all night long… she was lying next to me… I felt her head on my shoulder…!! Honestly, it was like a wonder… MY ‘Christmas Wonder’…!!