get me out well.. at least he is making leaving easy.. september didn't seem so far away when i was at the whitsundays, now it seems like way to long. since i'm back i'm just so sick of it.

bka i knew it would happen! one day i would suddenly know what i want. and here we go: kriminal kommissarin. i always wanted to do that until i was 14. and if i learned anything on my trips then it is what ... mehr»

get my feed back off the ground how much easier it is to enjoy myself. and to not want things. to want things too. i'm stuffed, 80th birthday yesterday. 3 course lunch plus nibbles. everything went ok but then... tea and coffee made ... mehr»

breaking out my motorbike-asia trip idea gives me so much more strength than i could have imagined. i feel free, i always thought its a bad thing to have your heart travelling in front of you but its not. i'm not ... mehr»

here i come good news: i start getting bored. and i know what i'll do! i'll get a motor bike and travel through asia. china, thailand, vietnam... freaking awesome!

oh yeah we're gonna go travelling trough victoria. can't wait!

if you touch me you'll get shot 'who is suddenly talking about love? that makes me feel sick' man, you better bother to at least pretend to like my birthday present or you're in trouble!!

wisdom "[s]he is an emotional manipulater and a great fuck, and that my friend is a truly terrifying combination"

anything could have happend but.. there we go...

feel the same way all over again, no matter how much i can take and then you get hurt until you can't take it anymore and decide to break up. and then you go to tell him.. ..but somehow he knows. he must know. because for the first time he gives you everything you ... mehr»