She just doesn't care
30.01.2004

It was such a sad and busy week without her again. I haven’t seen her at school all the time, and of course I missed her like crazy.
We were not talking to each other because of the weekend and because of that I wrote her a message if she’d like to go out with me tonight, but… there was no response. I promised myself not to be the one who is going to ask her again. But, at night, I was so sad and missed her so much, that I just had to call her. Just in order to hear her voice.
>>hey, what are you going to do tonight? - well, I’m going out with the others”>well, if you’d like to, you can come with us>Well, no, I have to stand up really early tomorrow, I have to do a lot of stuff and …, no, I won’t come with you! - alright, gonna stop it now! - alright have a “great” evening! - you too, byebye!
And by the way - sorry that I didn’t respond, but I’ve been sleeping!