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Well, actually I didn’t expect her calling me…

Honestly, I know, that I’m just so much in love with her that I’m really kina crazy, coz whenever she’s just not in the right mood, and whenever she’s just pissed off of something, I’m always just scared that she doesn’t love me anymore, and that something is wrong with our friendship and that I could really lose her… but just a few minutes or a few hours later when she’s calling me or when there’s a message from her… it seems like everything’s alright again, and I’m immediately fine…!

It’s so hard to know the truth, coz although I’m aware of it, I’m not able to change it or honestly I really don’t want to change it…! I really don’t want to change myself and my love for her! Actually I’m so proud of my love for her…!

Well, I know, it will always be the same, coz I love her so much and I will always be afraid of losing her, so I’ll be always irritated when she’s treating me in a different way I when that special “tone” is missing… and I also know, that I’ll never be able to handle that, coz I love her … friendliness and cuteness and loveliness… and especially her smile… so I really can’t stand it, when she’s mad or even sad, especially when I can’t change it and when I don’t know the reasons for it…!

Well, all in all, it’s fine right now, and her calling was kina … apologize… - well, actually she never call it like that, but I think she was really aware, that the way she treated me yesterday was not right at all…! But, whatever, she called me, we were laughing, everything was alright and… that’s it…., nothing else should matter to me!