over 24 hours later...
She called me at about 9.30 last night...
I really didn't want to go out, I really didn't want to talk to her, I really didn't want to see her in some way... but when I heard her voice... everything was immediately forgotten... - the waiting, the pain...!!
She was in such a high mood and sounded so happy... I really didn't want to make her mad... and of course I wanted to see her coz I already missed her like crazy... so, of course we went out..!

But we didn't talk about Friday... but, whatever, now I know what she had been doing... - she went to the movies..., with T...!! - Ouch!! Why didn't she tell me that before... why didn't she write a message with "Sorry honey, but I'm going to the movies with T..."... why did she just say nothing...!
But I didn't complain about it, not at all...
- Actually I'm not sad because she prefered to go out with him then with me... I'm just sad that it seemed like that she had completely forget about me... just a message... that isn't too much... is it?!

However..., well, honestly I share her happiness... coz I'm pretty sure, that ...she's fallin' in love right now...
- I know her, and I know these special indications... she's in love or at least she's fallin' in love with him...!
- I'm glad about it, coz all I want is to see her being happy, but on the other hand... everything would change...
Whatever, we'll see.. coz right now, she's still denying that she's feelings for him...