Fuckin' shit...!
Oh my god... first of all... I have to say, that I'm so fuckin drunck... I really wonder, that I'm actually able to write down a text...

Sometimes, my fears and panic attacs are really ridiculous... coz yesterday and today for example I was almost diappointed that there was no response after my messages and then, finally, I just got to know, that the battery of her mobile was gone...!

But fuckin shit... it was such an lovely and awesome night.... I just can't believe it...
Damm, she was so drunck... well, honestly, I was drunk too, but not that much that she was...

And we had so much fun... it was so great...

And I kissed her.... rel. ... she kissed me....!!
Her lips actually tuouched mine....!!

Oh my god, I just love her so much! And the more I'm drunk, the more I'm feeling for her...

It was just so amazing to be next her.. to feel her lips on mine...

I just love it, when she's ... so ... out going....!!

But, whatever, the worst thing is, I would just have loved, to tell everybody how much I need her and how much I love her... especially Ch.... I would have loved to say: "Oh my god... I just love her so much...!!" - But, no matter how drunk I am... that will never happen... - unfortunately!!

But she actually kissed me...!! Oh my god.... I can't believe it..!!