Yeah, I realized my plan. Marvelous!

Next problem: J. He jumped into my life like no one else can jump into it. Bump and in was he. I wished he flashed by but I guess this has just begun. I can see him everywhere which is making me mad.

I can only say: shit.

What is to do? Erase him from my mind? Or wait until he's gone by ... Or ... break up. But is this what I really want?

Anyway, I should stay neutral to the outside world. Just do my stuff and shut up.